Thursday, December 31, 2009

Moving....

So it's finnally happening. over the next week or so i'll be offline while i move and untill this place gets the internet and i get the computer brad gave me working.... so maybe febuary.
umm yaa wish me luck.

I'm so going to need it

Monday, December 07, 2009

lisening to warnings

let me start by saying it's fucking cold....
so cold  i don't want to go for smokes.... i might really quit, pigs might fly.

One long and cold walk down to the store to grab smokes, it rung out clear as a bell. The warning i got from Jared (i think that was his name, i think i made a subway joke or tweelve), 'she'll drop you like a bag of bricks, and you'll look like a bag of bricks hit ya, i sugest to braek it off with her' I didn't trust the guy. ofcourse he had spent a chuck of the night making threats at me so that dosn't improve my opion of anyone. good night otherwise.
A canoe instructer making drity jokes, my groups leader giving me the drity eye as he moved to watch his kid, trying to tell me to behave... same old same old

Friend from school was tring to convince me the trip over tha trust was importent and that i needed to trust someone.i had been drinking alot that year, and he didn't want to see any accedents happen on the fairy trip.which means i was stoned befor i even got to camp and numb to the world. i snaped out of it ran booted out of there.

I was smokeing a joint and about to leave for a bar, she scares the shit out of me and asks if that really where i want to go.

done for now