Always sorting piles of crap...
I can't seem to toss it out. It's not really crap. But becuase i don't under stand it, it's usless to me.
I was given a dream catcher after my sister passed. never has worked, but i'm not really that suprised seen as i don't believe in it.
An odd Pyrmid, couple inches high. People built the Pyrmids so they wouldn't be forgoten. Funny how that works....
A Charm bag to help bring good luck. that's Hit or miss.
A neckless with a Vikking dragon, One of a Bird, and a Horse
The Dragon to help with chalenges, the Bird was from a girl wanting me to open up to her, and the Horse from someone who always thought i was good at carring on.
Friday, August 21, 2009
Tuesday, August 04, 2009
And the Band played on, As the Helicopters Whirled
Drunk on the lawn in a nuclear dawn, My sence is finally blurred.
So just about everyday now is becoming more say one thing think another. But i've noticed there is no around the lieing of the world. Of course I'm a born lier so I thought i would be happy. I can't remember even having to learn. I've learned some tricks to it, but it's always come easy.
I stole a guy's wallet the other day. Stole money from it and returned it to him. Not a second thought. the guy never suspected. Didn't notice it was gone till i pop up with it.
Shouldn't there be something in me that tells me when I'm doing the wrong thing?
I wanna quit my job still. Can't think of anything else i would rather do. Bored of retail. no such thing as a professional camper.... Need Driver's card for any forestry jobs (camp site or ranger, i hate chopping trees), I think cars are even more dangerous and harmful to the enviroment. And ofcourse my inabilty to clearly transfer thought to print makes that job out. Selling a couple of pictures dosn't count me as an artist (althrough i'm told the sandwich i took as payment dose...) Has no useful talents for today's today. Except Lieing...
I think i know Honest people. less then a handful, but honest. A couple are better freinds then i deserve. It's weird talking with someone who is honest.
Was reading a book (shocker indeed....) the other day and the arthor was explaining how english is falling apart. we may not notice but each generation is working on a shorter and shorter vocabulary. Yes 'new' words are made, by shoveing together words, but we lose more words in a year then are made in a centery, apparently. I'm thinking of reading a dictionary and seeing if that helps organiseing the mess. So many things i just don't know the words to explain. Mess sounds like the right word but it's not. On a side note, I've stopped dreaming. on the 17th, no reason just nothing.
So just about everyday now is becoming more say one thing think another. But i've noticed there is no around the lieing of the world. Of course I'm a born lier so I thought i would be happy. I can't remember even having to learn. I've learned some tricks to it, but it's always come easy.
I stole a guy's wallet the other day. Stole money from it and returned it to him. Not a second thought. the guy never suspected. Didn't notice it was gone till i pop up with it.
Shouldn't there be something in me that tells me when I'm doing the wrong thing?
I wanna quit my job still. Can't think of anything else i would rather do. Bored of retail. no such thing as a professional camper.... Need Driver's card for any forestry jobs (camp site or ranger, i hate chopping trees), I think cars are even more dangerous and harmful to the enviroment. And ofcourse my inabilty to clearly transfer thought to print makes that job out. Selling a couple of pictures dosn't count me as an artist (althrough i'm told the sandwich i took as payment dose...) Has no useful talents for today's today. Except Lieing...
I think i know Honest people. less then a handful, but honest. A couple are better freinds then i deserve. It's weird talking with someone who is honest.
Was reading a book (shocker indeed....) the other day and the arthor was explaining how english is falling apart. we may not notice but each generation is working on a shorter and shorter vocabulary. Yes 'new' words are made, by shoveing together words, but we lose more words in a year then are made in a centery, apparently. I'm thinking of reading a dictionary and seeing if that helps organiseing the mess. So many things i just don't know the words to explain. Mess sounds like the right word but it's not. On a side note, I've stopped dreaming. on the 17th, no reason just nothing.
